Money is really the root of all evil. Haiz... At times, wedding preparations is making me kinda sad and disappointed. I can never have my dream wedding. Never. I hope to have my pre-wed done in Europe but I cant due to money constraints. Ok. I console myself that at least I have Taiwan photoshoot and a local photoshoot done by my dream company. I want to go Europe for honeymoon but cannot again because of money. Haiz... In the first place, I should have insisted on not wanting to hold a banquet which will definitely incur losses and end up having to top up the losses. I rather spend that money to enjoy myself in Europe or any other countries. I can also save money on signing a bridal package and actual day photography and videography. That's a lot of savings!
Initially, I thought doing the blogshop can help me to earn some extra income and I keep holding onto this very small hope of attaining my dreams. Haiz.. Don't know what went wrong and the partnership was a total flop.
I know I should never make comparisons. But whenever I see those awesome photoshoot done in Europe, I can only fill with envy. I just can't help it! When I hear people going for honeymoon, I can only blame myself for spending too extravagantly and not saving sufficient money. But how much exactly is my "sufficient"???
I can only blame myself for the wrong decisions I've made in terms of studies and job. Sometimes, you'll never know if you made the right decision until a few years later.
